I’m at a bad time in my life. It’s difficult because I have a hard time relating to anyone I know, about anything at all. I feel like I’m growing up too fast and rushing into things at an alarming rate. I don’t want to slow down though, because then I lose control and fall into a black hole of everything negative in life. I was at a point where I needed to make the decision to move out, to go off on my own. I needed some sort of responsibility because I felt stuck at the bottom. I don’t think people even realize when they’re feeding at the bottom, I think ignorance is bliss… And rather sad. I think we’re all holding onto our unworthiness and not even conscious of it… I think I’m the black sheep in the fact that I am holding onto my unworthiness and I am completely conscious and unaware of how to avoid it. Can I just go back to the days where I didn’t know that this is the way reality really works.